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Silver Pond 11-13-02Have you ever felt that pain, the kind that makes you just want to cry, but all in all you are allright. No cuts, no bruises, no gashes, but you still check your self over, because this pain is too strong to not be seen. You know the pain, the kind that is constantly in your head, the kind you cant forget, the kind that is stored in oyur heart. So here i sit next to this pond of silver glaze, escaping this world in a temorary daze, when all the world stops around me, the hate, the pain, the sorrowful truth that i will never be with you again. So with this stored in my minSilver Pond 11-13-02


4 cornersStarrign at the corners, I am traped in this cell. Notice the walls are closing, now my thoughs racing, as I am thrown to the floor. Staring in the mirror, theres no window to my soul. Don't even try to help me, I will just fail once again4 corners


Unwanted stares -old-You know i am different, you all know im not the same. It could be in my thoughs, hair cut or name. I dont need to be reminded, how cruel you all can be, I am already in pain, as you can probaly see. I have learned to ignore the words said to me, and to take no care, but even though to you I am not humane, I dont need your unwanted stares...Unwanted stares -old-


Silent Screams 5-20-02I use to be able to close my eyes and i could see her face, now all I can see is the back of her head. Day by day she seems to grow smaller as she slowly drifts out of my life, leaving me with only memories to satisfy me scarred, weeping heart. I still sit blankly staring at the walls as her image screms silently in my head, and all i can think about is how much i want her back.Silent Screams 5-20-02
Exhaustion

Fake smilesBehind a pretty face the scars cannot be seen she lies about her pretty life she isnt how she seemsFake smiles
Beneath the pretty lace she hides it all too well If a bruise dares to show she tells them all she fell
Her eyes are glazed over They arent at all so blue They dont shine with glitter thats too good to be true
Her mind is twisted broken Her heart is torn sore She looks good, feels bad is nothing less, nothing more
Then one day It all came out she told them everything in one big shout
she coul
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